***depressed***

damn! i got a lotz of burden on my shoulder.. btw,i'm still not gve up to stay here coz i keep my girl's word..
pffffffffftttttttt! penat der hidup as student wa nk citer... ikotkan hati yg mbrontak nih mmg aku nak terus keje.. tp tu la,hidup kena tempuhi jugak! chaiyok2 la to myself....
ha!
ni wa nk citer,wa nak berubah der...
boley ker??
sumpa depressed giler stay cani... aku nak dye,aku nak setia kt dye jewp..aku nak ikat dye..tapi susah la der..
wa hrap giler a MIRACLE akn dtg lam hidup aku nih..harap2 la..
kepada si dia,sumpah wa syg lu ketat2 beb...!

PEOPLE please stop commenting on this.
its spamming up my email. look people, this story was a long time ago im not "emo", depressed, or etc anymore, honestly i could care less about C. going through this has made me realize how stupid i was for liking an idiot like him and it has made me stronger.
besides that, look how many times do i have to say this. ITS NOT A STORY. it really happened and i put it on booksie for a friend to read not so everybody can pity me or lecture me on my use of the word emo. seriously people. stop commenting. i dont even use booksie anymore.

a story to some people but a past memory to me. if i could 
not make this obvious enough before this is not a story dammit so dont tell me its the most retarded story you've read even though it would be stupid if it was actually a story but its not. got it? (very long rant...) also all of the peoples names are initialed so you dont know who they are. unless you know me in real life you will have a very hard time guessing who these people are. why are you reading this anyways?